What is “LIFE” for you?

It could be anything right? but for me, life is a dream. Yes, a dream. Did you remember??, when we were child, we always dream tomorrow we will be a engineer/hero/pilot/president/etc. when we were teenager, our dream (we called it “plan”) become more specific, we want to school in A/B/…/Z university, after that we want to work as A/B/…/Z. I don’t know what after that, since I still young now =), but i do know something, something that true to everyone, there is a magnificent power in a dream. A dream can encourage you when you fall, A dream can make you focus, A dream can make you bear your sorrow/painful, moreover A dream can make you feel a live.

The question is: what kind of dream do you have? are your dreams bring happiness just to yourself, bring happiness to everyone else, or bring sorrow to other people? which one is yours?

I do not know which one is your? but I hope the good one. Since I believe, we are a socialize person, a person who can not live alone. So, I also have a dream, a dream to give the best effort I can have to help poor people to catch their beautiful dream, to encourage people when they feel upset or feel that live is unfair. Well, live is really unfair, but it always be the best thing you have in your life whether you want to accept or not.

I have some statements below, that maybe can change the way you see your life:

when you feel everything around you is unfair? compare yourself to:

a smart boy that can’t fulfill his desire to school, throw all his dream/his rights cause his father was passed away and he must take his father responsibility to support his brother and sister life.

when you feel your life is very low? no future? compare yourself to:

a boy grow up in very poor country (lack of water, food, education, etc). what do you think his future will be? will he ever think his future? or maybe just think what can I eat tomorrow?

when you think you have done everything, but the result is not what you want? compare yourself to:

a poor boy that only has a chance for study with his second books in the night since after school, he must help his parent to find money.

My point in here is: respect whatever conditions you have now, cause it is the best gift from God and there are always worse condition than yours that belong to other people. Don’t be a desperate person, but be a strong person / passionate person, Give moreeee than be given and you will feel a life.
cause it is also a basic need for human, to feel that he/she is useful.

DREAM YOUR FUTURE N GO GET IT =) but remember choose your right way to catc

Don’t get disappointed
when God doesn’t give you what you wanted
For He knows when the best time for you to have it

God has reason allowing things to happen
and we may never understand His Wisdom
But we simply have to trust His will
We face all challenges beyond all problems
cause we believe THE MORE PAIN YOU OVERCOME
THE MORE STRONGER we become
(2 Corinthians  12 : 9-10)
just HOLD ON! and BE STRONG
cause GOD IS WITH US
   Hebrews 13:5 …; for He Himself has said,
   “I WILL NEVER DESERT YOU, NOR WILL I EVER FORSAKE YOU,”

God understand that we are not strong all the time…
Sometimes all we can do is rest on His Arms as He takes us
through the journey of life

with Him we are Save….

Therefore LORD I WILL STILL BE WITH YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENED TO ME…

WILL YOU TOO MY BROTHER N SISTER IN GOD?
I DARE YOU TOO

Am I happy?
  the answer is yes and no…

cause sometimes I was happy and sometime i was sad…
problem come in and out everyday…
i dunno why…
but something i sure … God let this happened to me just to show me
  how to change my bad attitude for facing problem..
and yet I have found the answer… 

right now if u ask me am I happy… i will 100% answer YES, I Am Happy …
why ??? 
   1. I know God still with me … whether I am alone or not
   2. God let me met Anita to change a lot of my character to be a better person
   3. God teach me how to spent one day in your life. By doing something in the name
       of Jesus
      (praying, singing, studying, to love my family n Anita n my friends with all I am   
      cause we don’t know how many hours God let us to have a breath in this world)
      … By not thinking so much about tomorrow. cause 
      Yesterday is past, Tomorrow is  a mystery, Today is a gift from Jesus.
dear my friend…
   just give your life to Jesus… let Him to be your driver of your life….
  do it what you can do today, share love to whom you can share love today,
  give thanks to all good and bad things you have done today…
  just enjoy your life with God everyday…
  feel peace like what i feel…

NB: Time is so precious in our life, so spend it with useful things..
God Bless You…

references:
  Efesus 5:16 "dan pergunakanlah waktu yang ada, karena hari-hari ini adalah jahat"
  Matius 6: 34 " Sebab itu Jangan kamu kuatir akan
hari besok, karena hari besok mempunyai kesusahannya sendiri. Kesusahan sehari cukuplah untuk sehari"

Let’s talk this over
It’s not like we’re dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don’t leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I
wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but
we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me,
just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh…

You’ve got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I’m difficult
But so are they
But they don’t know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the stuff that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

It’s nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It’s nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

wow this lyric is so close with real
life… trust and deceitful are the main
issue in here. relation ship between two
people whether couple, parent n child,
and etc…
once in our life we will get into this
kind situation.
All the thing that i suggest to you: be
sure you are not alone. cause the all
mighty always and always care about you.
Our God Jesus Christ.
May God Bless You all…

if you want to hear this song just try
to find : "My Happy Ending" by Avril
Lavigne. so cool ^_-

what’s mom for you?
   Mom is such a gift for me. First i want you to know my family is not rich enough. my father passed away since i was in junior high school, so my mom took care me, my brother, and my sister. More, you all know in 1998 there was such Economic Crisis in my country, Indonesia, so that lived get more difficult. But do you know that my mother didn’t give up us. She always fought n fought so that me, my brother, and my sister could still continue our school n lived properly. With no regret she took after us for years until now.  And when we sicked, it was she who took after us no matter what we had done to hurt her. So if you ask what does mom mean for me?
  I will answer: My mom is a blessed for me… I am so proud to be in her life,
                       to be cared by her, and to be loved by her. that’s way if someone
                       told me to do something that may hurt her, I will always think how
                       to overcome this thing without hurt anyone. If i supposed to choose
                       i will defend my mom. Because what for if i do something that would
                       hurt the one who always protect n take care for me. And if i did this 
                       how could i teach my son or daughter someday about how to love

                       parent?.

What do you want for your mother?
   I will answer: I wanna make her happy. Because she has sorrowed enough.. it’s
                       time for her to be happy.
  Some may answer: how bout your own life?
                i answer: God not blind to let her boy to do something that make himself
                               to be hurt. So if i do something for my mom happiness, of
                               course it will bring my mother happiness.. b’cause do you know
                               what the biggest happiness for a Mother? It is her son or
                               daughter happiness.
I love you mom…

ps: Tuhan juga bagaikan ibu dari kita semua, dia selalu merawat kita tanpa mengeluh dan tetap memperdulikan kita. Jikalau kau merasa dirimu tidak punya
ibu maka engkau salah.. karena selalu ada ibu diantara kita, Your God. Walaupun
banyak dari kita yang menyangkalNya karena keadaan hidup yang sengsara. Adapun itu semua adalah buah pikiran manusia sendiri yang tidak mau berserah kepada Tuhannya sehingga ia mulai menyangkalNya dan merasa hidup sendiri. Sesungguhnya
sangat kasihan manusia seperti ini. Dan saya pernah mengalaminya tetapi Tuhan menarikku lagi dalamNya sehingga saya boleh berserah seluruh hati dan jiwa kepada Tuhan.

Nganggur

nganggur adalah sesuatu yang membosankan. very time consuming but results nothing. hahaha.
nganggur adalah penurunan angka  kebahagiaan dalam diri seseorang …
hidup harus penuh aktivitas yang berguna such as sport, sosialisasi, kerja/belajar, n eit2 jangan lupa ngomong2 dengan Tuhan hehehe

I Asked God

I asked God to take away my pain.
God said, No.
It is not for me to take away,
but for you to give it up.

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No.
His spirit is whole,
his body is only temporary.

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No.
Patience is a by-product of tribulations;
it isn’t granted, it is learned.

I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No.
I give you blessings.
Happiness is up to you.

I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No.
Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings
you closer to me.

I asked God to make my spirit grow.
God said, No.
You must grow on your own,
but I will prune you to make you fruitful.

I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No.
I will give you life,
so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask God to help me love others, as much as He loves me.
God said…Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.

Teman2x gua mau kasih satu cara neh untuk mengatasi BT…. gua juga baru diberitau temenku…
dia sudah coba berhasil….   hahaha

gini2… kalo elu-elu ada permasalahan dan merasa jenuh…. coba deh pergi ke supermarket terdekat untuk membeli coklat yang dark original… yang pahit2 gitu lhooooo…..  beli agak banyaakaaannn =)

bawa pulang kerumah… coba duduk relax buka satu permen kemudian makan..
tapi eit2x ada caranya tuh untuk makan…
   jangan langsung ditelan.. coba penjamkan mata.. lalu masukkan permen itu … kemudian kunyah pelan22… sambil dihayati rasanyaaa. hmmmmmm… kalo sudah habis satu makan lagi satu,, sampai habis… dijamin setelah itu legoooo
hahahahaa

btw ini bukan cuma omongan temanku doang… walaupun dia seorang dokter lho hahaa… tetapi emang ada riset e di Amerika ehehhee…

so try it guys

Wew at last, i can wake up in the clear morning with positive thinking bout my relationship… live must go on.. hehehehe
             "kasih masih ada", dan walaupun didunia ini tidak ada kasih lagi
             Tuhan tetap mengasihi umat2-Nya didunia ini.
and I still have so many love from my friend and of course from My Dear Lord Jesus Christ

good day now i can release my all feeling to the one i loved…
after i write so many time… i can become more stronger… my feeling has returned to original …. no more weight.. the only thing i must do is do better live better and happy …. why so much care to the one who don;t care u anymore. just pray her for better day… just move on my life hehehe

thanks for my old friend who accompanied me this day… i feel better …